This day is always weird for me. March 5th is the anniversary of my mom's passing. Right now, I'm good. I'm happy with my life and love my husband and child. I do miss my mom, almost every day. I look at Gavin and wish that she could more than just a picture or story and be part of his everyday life. However, I know, I feel, that she's here every day, or, at least, I need to believe that she is.
What gets stranger for me as the years go by, we're now at 9 years, is that the years keep moving on, days continue, time does not stop. It's interesting when you go thru something like losing a loved one, especially one that you're close to, you want time to stop and everyone to know what's happening to you, but at the same time, you're glad it goes on.
All the old cliches come into play- "time heals all wounds," "life goes on," "tomorrow is another day" and so on. Funny, all of them are true.
So, today is a celebration of her life for me. I miss her greatly. Love you mom.
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